Mayhem and Musings

The nitty gritty musings of a tempestuous mind.

More Laptop Skins and Some More Things I Want November 30, 2007

Filed under: Things I Want — kterry2 @ 8:51 am

I found another site for laptop skins and I found these:

And now for some more things I want:


This is the equestrian coat I was talking about. Those frill sleeves aren’t part of the coat, thank god.

I customized these from Vans.

I want my own excavating box. And this one is pink. And I can customize it.

 

Alex Trebek drops the F bomb!! November 28, 2007

Filed under: funny, video — kterry2 @ 1:07 pm

 

Christmas List November 27, 2007

Filed under: Things I Want — kterry2 @ 8:53 am

No, of course this isn’t just another version of the Things That I Want!!! It’s much better!!! Instead hinting I can come out and say without any guilt: BUY ME THIS!!!!!!

Also just as an aside, I went to gifts.com to get ideas for my list and you can choose by personality. I thought I was the thinker and I like some of the ideas in the category, I went and did the personality test and guess what my personality actually is!?!


The Hipster!!! How did that happen?

Okay, so here goes:

A pair of brown and pink running shoes. I designed these at converse.com, they don’t have brown in them but I like the fingerprints. I even got to put my ID on them!


Jane Eyre, the Masterpiece Theatre version. I can’t get enough of it!


Book Lust by Nancy Pearl.


A brown and pink winter hat. Haha, I wish I could pull off that last one! It needs to be really stretch because I have a huge head.


Gift certificates for eyebrow waxes!


Silky pillowcases!! Delicious!


Love Actually. I actually love this movie.


Jewelry!!! Feminine, not gaudy but still bling!! Yay!!!


Ever After. Sigh.


Romeo and Juliet with Claire Danes. This movie is fantastic.


Sugar Snap body mist from the Gap. It smells scrumptious!!


Never Suck a Dead Man’s Hand by Dana Kollmann. I did a presentation on her paper, “Perimortem Processing of Human Remains Among the Great Basin Fremont” in one of my classes last year.


A pink caribiner. Tom broke mine and now my keys sometimes fall off. Mine is black but it would be really cool to have a pink one.


Blood Brothers by Nora Roberts. It’s the first in a trilogy!

So that’s all for now! I might think of some things later, but this is a good start!!

 

Emotional Rollercoaster November 25, 2007

Filed under: depression, rant — kterry2 @ 3:17 pm

***Warning!! Rant approaching, reader discretion is advised***

I was going to write about feeling shitty in a light-hearted, self deprecating way but I figure I’ll just lay it out like how it feels. Not feeling the best lately… I hate when my sleep’s screwed up, but what I hate the most is having to defend myself to everyone. I. feel. like. shit. all. the. time. I’m sorry, I wish I could be happier, more balanced, more successful, stronger…. but I’m not, and everyone, including me is going to have to live with it. I’m tired of putting on a happy face and saying everything is fine, or worse, feeling ashamed and weak when I tell the truth. Why does everyone seem so capable and happy all the time when I feel like I’m swimming uphill through mud? As soon as I get a grip on things, I slip and drop further than I was before.

I’m trying to decide whether I’m really weak or being too hard on myself. Part of me feels like the sissy I’ve always thought I’ve been and part of me knows this isn’t normal, because life shouldn’t be this difficult all the time.

The End.
P.S. I’d just like to reiterate that this is a rant. It’s 4:42 am and I’m feeling a little punchy.

 

Things Just Got a Whole Lot More Interesting November 22, 2007

Filed under: Things I Want — kterry2 @ 8:30 am

I just found out that instead of using Dell stock images I can upload my own. All hell has broken loose, I repeat, all hell has broken loose. Now I suffer from too many choices! I can use any image I want!! Here are just a few options:

So what do you think? Do any of these images tickle your fancy, or can you think of another image that would look even better?!?